Showing posts with label Dialog. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dialog. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Goodbye

She stood in the doorway, lips quivering slightly. The sunlight was sneaking through the open frame silently stealing a kiss on her cheek. I’d seen this scene so many times in my head before, but this time it was real, and there was no changing it. She wore a summer dress I had bought for her last year. It was a deep azure blue, which set her eyes ablaze. The cut accented every part of her body in just the right ways. She held one hand on the doorknob and the other resting gently on the doorframe.
A breeze lapped against her hair, pushing and pulling the blonde locks like waves crashing on a beach. Every once in a while a blink of her tiny perfect ears would slip into view and quickly disappear again. In a single moment I thought of all the good times we shared. Beaches and camping, traveling to far away places, blindly meandering around new and exciting villages, spending time doing nothing at all, watching television and movies, having picnics, daydreaming. She exhaled slowly.
I returned my gaze to her face. It was composed of a strong sense of sadness and stern detachment. She wasn’t looking at me per se, but more through me. I could feel it. It was unnerving. We felt stuck in a moment. I have no idea how long it lasted, but it was broken by the sun finally finding some refuge behind a lone cloud playing in the sky. Her lips parted slightly.
“Well?” It emanated from her lips with shocking indifference. I looked into her eyes and found them considering me in a way I had never seen before. I felt lost.
“Well, what?” I replied, not sure what to say anymore. I decided my best plan of action was to get as much information as possible.
“What do you mean, ‘well, what?’” She retaliated with fire, “don’t you have anything to say? Anything at all?”
“What can I say?” I thought out loud. She rolled her eyes to this answer.
Then it all hit me in a wave. The other half of our story, the nightmare nights of pain and sorrow, the agony we had put each other through, the fights, the scrutiny, the derision and ridicule. We were not good for each other at all and we both knew it. But what was left at this point? She stood there in silence, waiting.
“Well the way I figure it, there really is only three words I can say anymore.” I was making my gambit.
“Three words, eh?” She said sarcastically, “this ought to be good.” I wasn’t entirely sure what she was expecting, but a fire was building inside of me. I took her hand from the doorknob and placed it gently in mine and looked deeply into her eyes.
“I don’t care.” I said it softly but with plied earnestness. In the briefest moment I watched her jaw drop a little as she turned and rushed through the doorway. When there is no winning, no going back, you may as well go for mutually assured destruction.

-V-

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

An Exercise in Dialog

Emily sat at the table, practically placid, waiting for Michael to return. She double-checked her face in a compact mirror she grabbed out of her clutch. She had spent hours plucking away stray eyebrow hairs, drawing in new ones, applying foundation and an assortment of other layers of colors, around her eyes and on her cheeks. For all her work, she looked mostly the same. For her this was a crowning achievement, the natural her, only better.
She shifted a little and assessed her outfit. Had she perhaps overdressed for the coffee date? Looking around, almost everyone else in the establishment wore skillfully distressed blue jeans and t-shirts with profoundly contemptuous messages printed on them. Her outfit was a traditional little black dress (which every girl in America owns), with patterned black tights in a knitted motif, and the random assortment of accessories: two bracelets, short silver earrings, and a silver necklace with an ouroboros (a snake eating it’s own tail) dangling just above her neckline. She would have put her hair up in a bun, but she was told that it made her look too stern once by a previous suitor. Instead she wore her shoulder-length chestnut brown hair in a playful and inviting ponytail.
Michael pranced up to the table, two coffees in hand and did a little spin before sitting down. Trying his best to look elegant, he came off as just a bit queer and awkward. He was very angular with high cheekbones and a strong jaw line. He was also relatively tall, just over six feet. His eyes were a strong emerald green in the center and bled out to a grey-blue on the edges. He had short-cropped dark brown almost black hair unkempt and a little longer in the front (It gave him an almost emo look, but not so much that it would be the first thought in your mind). He wore neat, dark blue jeans that were well fitted and a button-down grey shirt not tucked in. He took a deep breath and set a mug in front of Emily.
“Here you go, Chai latte with a splash of skim milk and I have a caramel macchiato, extra foam. Oh how I do love the foam.” He paused with a far off look in his eyes and smiled a little, “So you were able to find the shop easily enough?”
“Yeah, your directions were really easy to follow, even the bit about turning right at the big donut man in the sky.” Michael chuckled at this. Emily found it hard to maintain eye contact, his eyes felt like they were piercing through her. It was as if he was trying to memorize every detail of her in the shortest time possible. It felt both flattering and a touch creepy. She continued, “So what do you do for a living?”
“Oh you know, a bit of this and a bit of that.” Michael smirked a little at his response.
“Not really.” Her face switched from a smile to a slightly pensive look. Emily was a little tired and weary of mysterious guys now, the last one she had been with was so much of a conundrum that she never felt like she was on any stable footing with him. As it turned out, she wasn’t; she found him in bed with her best friend, ex-best friend now.
Michael quickly caught on, he knew his mystification act was going to be a no go here. He hadn’t tried it in a while or if ever really, and then he figured he could just try being real with her. His smile disappeared for a moment and he looked her in the eyes, “I work in acquisitions for a large clothing firm. Essentially, I buy fabrics from around the world for the design teams to use and create interesting new lines.” He smiled again when he noticed that Emily wanted an answer more like this.
“Oh really?” She chirped, “That sounds so interesting. Does that mean you get to travel all over the world?” The excitement was well in her voice now.
“Uh no I’m afraid, we are sent samples from textile firms all over the world. I inspect them in an office under fluorescent lighting, day in and day out.” Michael could see Emily deflate a little, so when in doubt, ask the girl about herself. Michael learned early in life that everyone likes to talk about their accomplishments, and hell why shouldn’t they, that’s why they are called accomplishments. “So… tell me about yourself?”
Emily thought for a second then sputtered out in quick-fire succession, “Well, I’m an interior design major. I live near campus with two roommates. My parents are divorced now. Shrimp is my favorite food. I like to go out dancing. I like to go on road trips. I enjoy small social gatherings with friends. I not much of one for camping, but I do like strolls through forested areas.”
Michael was taken aback by all the information that was so quickly shot at him. He decided it would be wise to just pick one topic from her list and feign excitement for it. “So, interior design. That’s fascinating. Why did you pick that?”
“Well, when I was much younger, my parents had an old interior design book sitting on our coffee table. I was overwhelmed and speechless looking at the designs by Frances Adler Elkins and Dorothy Draper. I would spend hours just staring at the photos. The elegance and boldness, future and past, merriment and misery all spoke to me in ways I still don’t understand. From the moment I held that book I guess I knew, that’s what I wanted to do, and it hasn’t changed one bit since.”
“Oh wow,” was all Michael could lamely muster at the explosion of her passion for design. He continued asking her questions as best he could, and tried to echo the energy that she was showing as they delved deeper into her interests. With each new question, they leapt further down the rabbit hole. Without realizing it, time had passed by swiftly for the both of them.
“Excuse me,” a barista in a dirtied smock had meandered up to them, “we would really like to close the shop soon, and well, we did lock the doors an hour ago, and well, I’m tired and you know it would be nice if you guys could wrap…” He became more and more voiceless as he continued.
“Oh my!” Michael blurted to cut him off, fearing that this might go on indefinitely, “would you look at the time, I suppose we ought to get going. Emily, would you like me to walk you to your car? It looks like it’s become darker while we’ve been sitting here.” The barista stopped mumbling, smiled, and walked back behind the counter.
“Yes, that would be wonderful,” Emily beamed. To her, this finally felt like the beginning of something worthwhile. She actually hadn’t felt this good about a new meeting with someone in a long time. They collected their things and exited the shop.

-V-